Catching feelings

It's amazing how 1 person can feel hundreds of feelings in a moment.

think a millions things just over 1 person.

at this moment, I feel like I have kagillion *haha inside joke ;p* feelings and thoughts running through me.

I am extremely anxious about my last paper for my exam.

I am fidgety from the 2 cups of coffee I just had since morning.

I'm full from the spinach soup my sister just made (from scratch) yes, spinach soup and it's surprisingly yummy!

I'm excited to fly back home after monthss of being away.

I'm worried cos I still need to do abit of shopping (for others) but my time (and money) is very limited.

I'm stressed out cos...well, I have tons of things to do on a very short period of time.

I'm happy cos....people around me make me happy! hehehe especially my loved ones =)

ok lah maybe not hundreds lah.....but you get what I mean....right? it only feels like hundreds

I gotta keep snapping back to reality and deal with the most important things first and think about the others later.

I hope when my winter break finally starts, time won't go as fast.

right now, I can't help much but just wait

Baby G

Another lady in the family.

you know how there's always a 'cheerleader' in every family? the bimbo daughter. the tall, skinny and blonde one. the cheery one. the very friendly one. the bubbly one.

the one who could save the world.....? =s

*you know, Save the cheerleader, Save the world.....? Heroes....?*

okay, never mind

yeah, that's not G.

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really, she's not all that

she wishes she is!

........

okay, I'm done being mean. haha.

actually, she IS all that.

she was a cheerleader in high school.

she's tall and skinny but has a dark hair.

she has a bubbly personality.

she's very friendly! gets along easily with anyone and doesn't discriminate.

she's cheery in a sense that....she likes to dance around like a crazy person

*whispers*sometimes in only her undergarments =s

and oh can she be such a bimbo sometimes!

when she doesn't get things, she assumes and then usually gets all dramatic over it.

after spelling each and every word and letting her absorb everything in that pretty little head of hers, only then she realises how silly she was being. hahaha

such drama queen

but she's not always like that.

she've grown into a beautiful, independent, smart lady.

got herself a wonderful guy in her life who makes her happy.

she has matured enough to know how to take care of herself and the people around her.

she has always been the one who tagurs me when I'm being stupid or careless or 'naughty' or ugly hahaha. but I never listened. not really hee.

and now, she has just turned 21!

my beautiful Baby G,

A very Happy 21st to you!

May you have an especially wonderful day today and the rest of your years ahead. I pray that Allah will always bless you with the wonderful things in life and may He grant your doas and prayers on this special day of yours.

Amin.

you know you're an amazing girl *ergh, kambang tia* so keep doing whatever you're doing. stay however you are. choose whoever you wanna be.

stay happy =)

with your loved ones

I'm happy for you.

and you know I'll always love you.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

endless conversations

I'm usually not much of a talker but with the people that I'm comfortable with, I could talk non-stop!

it's usually with my girls and even after only seeing or talking to them yesterday, we could go on and on about anything!

from our daily routines, to gossips, and boys and girly stuffs, then to some serious topics and back to some random talks.....

it can go on for at least 3 hours and we could go on longer if we don't have a life hahaha

so yeah, I enjoy having endless conversations with someone who's as open as me.

till one of us had to stop and leave =(

for now.

a belated birthday post

I've been meaning to do a birthday post for my not-so-little sister.

I finally made one but you have to check it out here:

my baby sister

What is love?

It's too cute, I gotta share!

my heart goes 'ba-boom, ba-boom'

haha so cute!

so....

What IS love?

hehe

Love is Chocolate. Chocolate is Love...?

it's like eating the most amazing chocolate you've ever had. it tingles in your mouth leaving you all smiley and happy and bubbly inside and you going

MMMMMMM~~~

hehe.

like all that. but instead of the tingles in your mouth. it's in your heart.

kan kan?!

;)

I can imagine my sisters going "gosh ka! must everything be about chocolates??"

yes my dears, it must!